Something I’m proud of (June 17)

            So, this will probably sound silly but to me it was the last time I was super proud of myself (that was badly worded…). In 9^th grade I was the most improved student for choir. I had auditioned for almost every solo in junior high without ever being called back. I remember once a friend came up to me after one of the auditions saying, “I could hear you!” I was standing maybe 10 feet away, but it was the first time she could hear me.
            I wish I could sing like I had back then, when I finally sang loud enough. My voice was one of the reasons I gave up being a music major. I couldn’t song lead. Sometimes I would accidentally sing harmony so that I could hear myself. Sorry, it’s just one of those times that music is really difficult for me again. When I do sing, my voice is all over the place. I just need to get back into music slowly and with a lot of patience with myself.