So, for those of you who’ve been
reading this blog fairly consistently, you know I’ve never been on a date. So…I’ve
definitely never had an ex. So, I’m going to say some things I’d like to say to
the last guy I liked and I’d lay odds he never knew.
Did you ever really see me? The
first time we met you asked all these questions about me like I was
interesting, but that was years ago. When was the last time you asked me
anything?—other than “How’re you doing?” I feel like you think you know me. I
bet you couldn’t even say three things I care about, outside of literature and
my faith. You could never see that I am the things that you listed as what you
looked for in a girl. And you know how much that hurt me?! I spent the better
part of a year going between feeling like I wasn’t enough, wanting to show you
who I am, and trying to get over you. If you had just opened your eyes
sometimes, you would have seen me as plane as the sun. But you were too busy.
Well, I hope you find what you were
looking for in some other girl. I’m glad you’ve started to man up, but you have
a lot left to do. I hope that she makes you pursue her and that you realize that
she’s worth it. I hope you grow to be an even better leader. I hope you’re
happy.
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